February 10,

Well as this day ends, I am trying to be more philosophical about what has happened. After all what are we really talking about. Only a few more weeks...... in this disgusting climate, having disgusting procedures, waiting for a disgusting surgery, for a disgusting reason. But" IT COULD BE WORSE! " In the words of Igor "Young Frankenstein". " It could be raining...." or fill in the blanks. Worse, would have been asking the question, after it was already too late to go back, and do it right.

So our return is delayed, Reagan is still coming for a visit. The sun will come up and go down. The procedure will be survived, and I will likely still get the type of surgery I am hoping for. I just want to get this behind me and get off of "Pause" The next biopsy will be Feb 17. I do not yet have a surgery date.